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I'm Ariane, with an "e" not an "a." I like anything that's unique/unpopular/weird.I like math and science and nature. I wish more people would recognize that nature is the most beautiful thing to ever exist.
Last night was lovely! Went to a party with Ariana and everyone. Pretty much the whole time, Ariana and I were just sitting in the corner by ourselves, looking all vain and conceited, taking pictures of ourselves with her new iphone hahaha that is what we do when we are a little drunk apparently. We wanted to dance, ‘cause this chick’s house had a huge, open, “dancing” room, but the music they were playing wasn’t right :\
Feeling so positive and loving right now, I just want to share it with everyone and everything in the world. It’s been a shitty 3 weeks, and today was no different (it’s time to move on), but I just feel very connected with everything right now. I love you all. I love everyone. I love everything so much. I wish there was some way that all things in this universe could feel how much I love them. Well if you’re reading this, know that I truly love you from the deepest part of my heart and soul and for some reason, I feel like I want to thank you for being alive. You’re all so so beautiful to me.
Ugh that feeling you get when you hear a song for the first time and it just really connects to your soul/mind/body. It gives you these feelings that you don’t ever experience except rarely during a new song that’s a bit different than anything else you’re used to listening to. I can’t describe it, it’s not necessarily happiness or sadness or excitement, it’s not really bad but it’s not really good either. It just kinda puts my mind in a weird state, thinking about the past, yea that’s it, reflecting on the past and realizing what your life has been. It’s a deeper feeling than when you usually ponder your past. I guess it kinda does make me feel somewhat sad, but I feel like “sad” is the wrong word to use. And in the end, I still want to listen to the song over and over (seriously…just listened to this song 9 times in a row).
❝ I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away. ❞
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A moth literally just “come at me, bro-ed.” Totally attacked me and flew into my face for no reason. I flailed my arms about, but I didn’t see the moth anywhere. I look at my shoulder and it’s just chillin there lookin up at me like “COME AT ME, BRO.” Then I flicked it off. The End.
I have all these old pictures of myself that I never share awww prolly from September?
hilarious stuff I find on the Missed Connections section of Craiglist Part 3
Woah I had a weird dream last night…haven’t had one in awhile, that I remember at least; not that I even remember this dream very much anyways. I’m not even sure who the people were in my dream but apparently they were 2 of my friends and I lived with them or I was visiting their super tall, spacious, beautiful, wood house by the beach. I parked in a weird, dirt parking lot and I was keeping someone’s gun for them for some reason. As I was getting out of the car to go to the house, the gun was just clearly visible on the passenger seat and I was thinking, “should I bring it with me, or cover it up? Nah whatever.” Then the next morning or later that night idk I go back to my car and I see some type of official people cleaning up blood off of the dirt ground near my car and I was like, “holy shit, what happened? I hope they don’t think I did anything since there’s a freakin gun sitting in my car.” And I think I talked to them and they were super nice and then they searched my car and looked at the gun but didn’t even touch it or mention it at all and just kept smiling, so I was all relieved. That’s pretty much all I remember. During the rest of the dream, I had a very uncomfortable feeling though. So random and weird.
I MISS YOU. Both of you to be exact. This week has been pretty miserable emotionally and mentally. I can only wonder if you two were as miserable as me. Prolly not. I believe so strongly that I need you back in my life :\ I don’t know what to do though. I don’t understand how neither of you have even tried to contact me. You don’t even know how many times I almost texted you saying sorry and that I missed you and that we should talk or something. You have no idea how many things remind me of you - seeing old pics of us, randomly hearing an old, classy song, driving past your street on the way to school, seeing “chocolate soy milk” the cow on my dashboard, wanting to say “meow,” looking at the stupid, red ribbon that I wear on my wrist, thinking of adventures that I wanted to have with you, so many other things that I can’t remember right now. The good memories outweigh the “bad” ones. I swear, this whole week, you’ve been on my mind about 90% of the time, do you know how exhausting that is? And every morning I hated looking at my phone, ‘cause I knew I’d be sad when I saw that you hadn’t texted me…or I’d be sad if you had texted me. Truth is, I do want you both in my life. But I don’t wanna be the first one to make the move…I was already the LAST one to make the move :(
2009 vs. 2012…I don’t see much of a difference ;-; strengthens my hypothesis that I still look like I’m 15 or some shit
Highlights from last night:
- swinging on the swings with my best friend
- listening to old music that reminded us of our childhood
- thinking we were gonna get arrested because we were playing on a playground?
- spying on those guys who were moving the cones
- sitting in the middle of an empty parking lot
- thinking those creepy people were Satanists
- …figuring out that that those creepy people were just janitors
- walking to the other park and then getting freaked out ‘cause it was too dark
- walking just to walk
- skipping just to skip
- sitting on the bus-stop for ~2 hours
- random, potentially cute, guy that stopped and asked if we needed a ride
yep, that pretty much sums it up (:
